And the monster migraine came after😅 it’s still here. But after all that stress, goodness. I realized that I was not letting myself walk in faith with God. I was trying to be in fear alone. Not thinking He was aware. Or I was enough to take care of. And I had to take it all on myself. But I realized He has been there. Waiting for me to see. Waiting for me to realize that if I open up and trust, I can let go of the fear.