I don’t know my gifts. I knew them in school. I had projects. I had skills to work on. Deadlines to work towards. Even married I had sewing and cooking and going with missionaries. I visited seniors. I made things for my home. I don’t know where my gifts are now. I feel lost. I don’t know what it is that I give. Or what skills I have that are important to others to help them. And I don’t know how to find them. Migraines have taken so much. I have lost so much of me. It’s so difficult to find what it is that I am needed for. And each day I go in circles in my mind how to break out. What if I could be healed. And be something. Someone my family could be proud of. Or I could be proud of.