Hold my hand nowI am trying. I am so hard. I guess I see other moms or families or feel like I am not giving my kids enough. I want to be the mother He sent me to be. I need to search and pray and know who that is. How I should serve my children with what I am. With who I am. How I can serve others. When I struggle. How to rise up and still be a light to others. But also be real. To allow others to know they are not alone. I’ve made so many many friends who suffer the same things. I’ve found being open and not hiding my weakness has given me others who have gone or do go through it. And we give each other testimony. Or remind each other that yes. Trials are so hard. And this day hurts. But it’s ok to feel. Maybe that is part of my journey. To testify. To speak and give word of the trials and that God is not silent in the trials of life

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